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Long Island Escorts has an interesting read over on her blog about her first lesbian experience. Now I know what youre thinking Doesnt every man have a lesbian fantasy stored away some where? Isnt that part of being a guy? Thats not why I found it an interesting read. It actually got me to thinking about some of my own past girlfriends and some of the experiences that Ive had with them as well as the Holy Grail of supposed male fantasies: two women at the same time. For the record, yes I have had two women at once. For the record, yes it was nice at the time. For the record, yes it absolutely destroyed the relationship I had with the girl as well as, and most importantly, our friendship.
It takes a certain kind of person, and a certain type of couple for that matter, to let someone into an intimate relationship without things completely falling apart. I discovered very quickly, very early on that I am not that kind of person. No one needs to sit and lecture me as to why Im not that kind of person it all has to do with my own insecurities of which I am acutely aware as well as the way I view relationships, particularly intimate relationships.
It was the summer before my first year of college and I happened to be having a little tryst with a girl that was sleeping with me just as way of getting a small bit of revenge on her boyfriend. She still wanted to stay with him but knew he had been sleeping around and I was in the right place at the right time. Oddly enough, we quickly became close friends and she decided that she liked being treated with dignity and respect so even after I left for college, we decided that we would still stay together.
She came to visit quite a few times and I went back home quite a few times and in all of that we kept getting closer. I wont say it was love I now know what that is and can say that Ive definitively have only felt love once. But I can say that I really loved being around her and I really loved how she made me feel when I was with her and I think she felt the same.
One evening while I was back home visiting her, she had decided to have a get together of some of her friends to eat some pizza and watch a movie or two. Way too much tequila later the party had thinned to Amber, myself, and Ambers friend Jessie. I was laying down on the floor just about ready to pass out and Amber was stretched out across the couch with her head in Jessies lap. In hindsight, I dont know why I had never seen it before, but I probably should have picked up on those little things that would have told me that they were a little more than good friends. Maybe I was blinded by my own desires that theyd possibly invite me along. We had already been through a fifth of tequila, two movies, and a couple of large pizzas and now we were sitting and watching an old James Bond flick on TBS. A commercial came on and I got up to use the bathroom. Check us out.